Tuesday, October 9, 2007
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sometimes i feel sad and i just want to cry.
people don't understand me, some don't even try.
these people don't worry me, because i don't mind.
but some jump to conclusions, and they really make me want to cry.
its not their fault, because its not their duty to learn more about me.
but what i hope is that they won't jump to conclusions about me.
is that too much to ask for?
some people might not understand why i react this way, its ok.
because we all react and behave in our own usual way.
our ways might not equate to others, and others to ours.
i have given up trying to love, because nothing comes back anyway.
i know i shouldn't give up,
i know what are the right things and the wrong things to do.
but my heart tells me what to do, not my brain.
i end up making mistakes, then regretting the path i took.
but then again, if you gave me a second chance, i will do the same.
doing things that are wrong appeal to me.
i don't know why.
forget it.
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