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Hello, I am Mich.
But actually, I am a sheep and I go "Mehs" when I am really happy.
This will be my ex-blog now, since I've grown out of it.
But I will still keep the blog, as tribute to my metamorphsis.
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its been a long day and i cant believe that i am actually revising my chemistry.

i did promise myself before.

girl, you are gonna get that subject back on track and you are not going to fail that subject one more time.

unfortunately....

uhh.... tsk, i never did that at all.

but now, ridden with guilt, i have, decided to revise abit, right from chapter one, where they talk about that boring atom thingy. you know, solids, liquids, gases.

you'd be surprised thats actually a sec3-4 chemistry textbook. not a primary4 one. -.-

but its just that chapter though.

every chapter goes DOWNNNNN from there.

especially chemical calculations. i still dont know whats that.

as in really, i havent got a clue. well, i am going to resolve that by doing something about it.

I WILL UNDERSTAND THAT CHAPTER. WILL!!!

even if its just for the o levels. ;D

besides that, i will improve on my maths~!

well. tsk, i am disgusted with myself.

i have been saying that for like. uhh. 3, 4 years already.

and the situations not changed. but it will. IT HAS TO.

my dream course depends on it -.-"

or maybe i will change my "dream" course to something more achievable for me.

well look at this.

hands itchy. ;D

http://www.auditionsea.com/info/events/game_eventsdetails.aspx?id=10

but after uh, i read the thingy in the forums.

hand drawn....

uhm i think i'd might as well draw cubes and cuboids. -.-

havent been posting any pics recently cos i dont have it.

not even the wedding dinner last night.

its damn crappy lar. -.-"

i mean they were crapping their asses off on the stage. (pardon my crudeness)

and they're doing push-ups. -.-"

for? god knows what reason. drunk maybe?

oh for sure, i know that the bride's father is. he is not seen without that glass of beer / wine in his hand for the whole night... thats pro can.

he was very happy the whole night. god, if i ever get married and my dad behaves like that, i'd be a run away bride. hahas.

just joking, who'll want me anyways? o.o

kinda itching to play right now, so i guess i'll pop in game and uhm, have a couple of games before continuing my notes on chemistry.

yes, i am doing notes. so unlike me.... //:
i am darn bored.

for one, auditions patching, & also ended the 20% sales. tsk.

whatever bahs. my bro helped me get 20k so i got uhm, new hairstyle & a new bottom now.

both indefinite. ;D

so heng i got them just before the sales ended.

i suppose i should get some rest, give the computer a break or what. cos i am going to a dinner later and i suppose its going to end late.

cocktails served from 7.00pm. know me well enough and you will know what i am thinking ;D

no lar, just joking.

just update abit cos i got nuthing to do. poor sad me. so pathetic ;D
when i talk to weijun everytime, its like, having my reflection speaking to me.

its weird but i think he's right most of the time. i am right too! i predict how he's going to be like in the future, and it came true this year. ;D 1 year later.

last time he jio-ed me before mah, but i declined him before...

and i kept telling him that he'll find a girl who really loves him but he'd have to wait. he initially refused to listen to me ==" headstrong and very stubborn. he's all grown-up now though! and he's got a girl! hahas i am glad for him :D and i sincerely wish him all the best.

when he chatted with me today in maple. i am shocked, as in jaw-dropping shocked. i almost thought i saw the wrong guy. what went across my mind was that "oo. that 102mit so cute :D" hehs. but i dont maple liao lar. only abit :D

i was abit pissed when he asked me take off the mushroom head i was wearing. i thought it made me look retarded and i like it quite alot. cos its really very retarded mahs. :DD

well, the focus was that he thinks i have changed, well so do i. so i asked him how did i change. ( he's very useful for that purpose. but i think he can be abit harsher. :D )

-well he said i changed for the worse. ( i accept that, he broke me that news in the most delicate way he can manage, i think. he can be harsher. )

-i've got a different attitude. ( uhhm yes. )

-and that i've become more pessimistic. ( really? )

conversations with him really help me reflect, soulsearch and think. 1 year ago i was more innocent. and retarded. so i guess thats why i changed.... he has a way of making me feel bad, that i am not that innocent girl anymore, and that its not so good. i understand why.

i've got a different attitude i guess that comes from audition. i now can be loud, racous and making alot of noise. but thats the me 1 year ago wont do. and will avoid. i used to shy away from attention.... or so i think. i dont like people making a scene. and will avoid that too, at all costs.

but now. i can go to audition and SCREAM in the lobby. but it makes me feel even more empty inside, the screams echoes inside me. the chats i hold in the lobby, are fake, pretentious. i dont like that, but when i am bored, in a bad mood, i just go and do that, even if it can make me feel worse at the end of the day. i do that to amuse myself.

being pessimistic, i can see why he say that....

last year, this time, i was innocent (sorry if i disgust you) and blissful. i am happy. i mean like i finally "settled down" had kors who took care of me, di to look out for me, and all that. i've got slacker friends to slack in fms, and chiongster bf to chiong with. after that period of time, i realised reality's harsh. very.

not everything can turn out right, turn out ok. then, everything seemed to crash, crumble and burn. after that experience, you can say i've changed. i am not stranger to people telling me that anymore, yes, i did change, for better or for worse.

its been a year now, and whenever i chat with weijun, i'd say a silent thankyou to him for chatting and spending the time with him. he makes me reflect...
it really makes me feel sad. and lil bit of depression? to realise that school's reopening soon.

should i pack my bags? should i dig up my homework?

i need to get rid of my stupid partying mood, but damn, its still there.

beckoning me D: oh dearie me.

this absolutely spells trouble for an undisciplined me.

anyways i went to catch National Treasure : Book of Secrets yesterday.

it is overall quite a good movie, but there's one point that i need to point out.

the starting is quite draggy, but towards the end when all the action happens, it appears to me that the ending is quite rushed.

or thats at least how i think lar. there's abit of the no head no tail feeling like there's alot of things that are not properly answered to. like who's really credited for the find of the golden city?

wilkison? or gates.

or is it just me falling alsleep in the theatre. i was shivering cos i gave my youngest bro my jacket.

he never bring his. =="

oh wells.

following this is a song from angela's newest album, ang 5.0.



think its quite nice. melody and all.

亲爱的，那并不是爱情

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音 动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信 转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的 牛奶 瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方 我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马 在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

and also 我恋爱了 but then i am lazy to post.

think i cant post as often when the school reopens, its gna be a busy busy year.

i am depressed. again. //:

on a happy note, i will be attending dont know who's wedding and leo's coming back to sg tommorow.

which means i cant go for the BBQ because of the wedding. D:

my day tommorows cramped.
i dont really know what to update. D:

ok here goes.

i had a nightmare last night and practically woke up in tears. over nothing.

i cant remember anything at all.

so i went back to sleep.

the end.

and i am still trying to get my hands on that LG Viewty. I think its gorgeous, but my dad says its not. bleahs.

my w880i was picked out by my dad. and i had a hard time smsing for like .... a few days before i got used to it.

why he refuses to get me that hp i donno why. TT

he is using a LG phone now, so does my bro's. D:

maybe its not my turn to change hps yet? afterall i changed my handphone this year on 13April. And its a Friday... tsk.

or maybe i am not behaving well enough?

ok imma gna be a good girl now. :DD

也许，有距离的爱情比较美。。。
i think i am going out later to watch national treasure 2 :D

i don't know why despite me half falling alsleep, i am still quite high.

I WANT TO WATCH IT NOW. :DD

i think i am mad, but whatever.

heard that the movie is not bad and the trailers make the movie seem really nice this time, i am looking forward to see of its really as nice as it seems.

rawr. ok i think i will stop now before i start crapping. :DD
i guess i should have posted this first rather than to cover that merry xmas post. whatever. i am just too lazy to do anything about it.

sometimes, i scare myself for being so lazy, rawrs //:

scary huh?

i always read too much into stuff i guess. tsk tsk.

and i have this bad habit to harp on things, like uhh... damn long time, especially if it a bad thing.

i can still remember it for years. whether is it good memory or holding a grudge (uhm, i dont think i do that leh, but i have no other phrase for it, pardon my limited vocabulary.) i just remmeber selected major stuff, and forget all the rest? plus my short term memory, things just get better and better.

i was random-ing around some other people's blog and in the end end up .... in a blog i dont know where, i just randomly pick a weird name, and i just go around and around blog-hopping. & just hop and hop and.... i closed the window.

but on the way, a blog got me thinking.

people. sometimes get other people, to fill up the emptiness in their hearts.

friends. will they really be there for you whenever you need them? or our own family's are more reliable? how many of them do not lie to you? how many of them really care for you?

maybe that's why i am sceptical all the time, yet i can trust people easily. isnt it ironic?

uhhm. its xmas, lets not brood too much, this the season to be jolly lalalalalalalalala~
MERRY CHRISTMAS! Y

to all my friends and family and whoever who stumbles across my blog, a very merry christmas to all of u x3!

imma very happy happy girl today ^^ because i recieved many well wishes from my family and friends.

but if santa exists, i'd wish for something like uhh. //:

dont tell u guys, muahahas. ^^

merry christmas all.

second game of 3.3k den, the pics gt inverted. lazy swap place.

first game of 1.2k den ^^

you get the idea lar, damn heng lor, for the second game i also duno got mission =="

i passing my account to my audi laopo (& pet fish, fish) to help me get dens dens dens!

i want to get a den set so desperately -.-"

just got home from westmall, went to get my dad's sim card, he lost his hp yesterday in m'sia. =="

then went to the lirbrary, & pizza hut.

& nw i gg audi play old songs x3~ shhh....

the crabby tidbit. looks like a crab right? its got a pincer missing though.

random thing i found. ^^ taken when i went to m'sia in a rainy rainy day.

hoho, its a road in sg. Maude road ( 猫(mao) de road.) hehs.

DOGGEHHHH. taken went i went to cousins house.

i have no idea why is it upside down, too lazy to edit. oh wells. ^^

its name is called casper. dont know what breed de though. cos its from m'sia de. hehes. <3

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Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
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ta-da~! i m a very normal person aint i?

n yeah i rly am very dependent on other people. i cant live without some people. especially my family. xD

thennn, the next test reallyyyy.... shook me o.o!

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.
You attract models!
You attract unstable people!
You attract artsy people!
You attract rednecks!
You attract geeks!
What type of person do you attract? Quizzes for MySpace

cant be bahh. i attract geeks? ftw =="

TT no wonderr. i meet all sorts of people in game de. is it just the game? (MUST BE) or is it me? (keeping fingers crossed.)

i owe my bro a wallet cos i said if he'd ever get into the pure sciences. i'd reward him. how would i ever know, that he, can be able to get into that class with all that gaming?!

it ain't fairrr. TT

RAWR. i shall go uhh... emo in a corner. have fun with the tests! x3~

today's a normal day.

all normal and boring like always.

then dii confirm rly going to rss.

i ask him what class then he say is 1-2.

uhh fine, shall ask around whose taking 1-2 for the orientation camp. i might want to warn the person (depends on who) about the new danger D:

then he asked me go lan so that he can see me. i say no lar.

cos

1. i no mood.

2. tired.

3. gg out for a movie later.

so i told him want then next year see lar, can see me very school day. see til he sick then he know. he thinks i m going to bully him. fine, if he really thinks so i will.

then mei's tagboard. its cute, i swear.

it only shows certain people's tags.

for example: mei's

the only tag it'll show is mei de.

for mine, and the other people's, it will keep showing on and off.

like if u see meritta's, you cant see mine, and vernice's. (dont know who they are. meii's frens)

and anyways, meis asking me to update, so here i am ^^ hehs

i'mma bit confused, -.-" dont know why, this feeling inside me. roar.

and uhh..

zz

rawr...

uhhm...

yeah, i decided not to go out today, i want to sleep.

P.S, mei, i understand how u feel lar, i also got that type of insecurities before. if you've got any problems just feel free to come to me. cos if i can help you. i will, ^^.
and oh, if they're BGR problems, lets tackle em together shall we? ^^ i go shower liao (;
i m bored, and its ...

rawr. went to m'sia again ytd. my aunt asked if i wna sleepover in the hotel, but i didnt bring anything (toothbrush, blahs) so i dont wna.

besides, sleeping at home is the best ^^

when we went home, i was too tired to do anything. so i just collasped & slept.

overslept this morning. things happening recently are making me very tired.

i dont know what though, but school's going to re-open soon. and the thought of recieving the o level paper for DnT on the first day of DnT class is making me freak out.

its damn hard and stressful to even think about it. 0.0

I WANT AN A FOR DnT.

thats the only subject i think i might be able to get A.

rawr.

ooook. lets chill abit. uhh....

lets see. this gna be a busy week. cos of xmas and all. plus. after xmas, particuarly on the 28th December, there are quite alot of appointments.

lets see, somebody's getting married, (zz forgot who, is some guy frm my maternal grandpa's side) and BBQ. rawr, see lar, nw i cant go liao.

the BBQ's for all the people who took part in ZaoBao's camp earlier this year and is in the grp with christina. rawr. why that day. x.x

so devastated.

plus the kpkb singnet connections making me feel like throwing it away and calling starhub to come dwn immediately to fix a new net cable for me.

dont know why lor, but its always infuriating me.

sulks. sulks.

i "tested" my dad on the possiblilties on staying out late. example: x'mas countdown, 2008 countdown.

but i'd be shocked, dead shocked if he allows me to stay out that late.

*brain fills with bad bad memories ><" *
today my daddy dragged me dwn for work. rawr~!

in the end the days so slowwww, i can play with his fishes all day longg. ;D

daddy say, either stay home (sian), go bunk (sian also.), or go m'sia.(later jam, SIAN)

uhh... stay home sian best lar, cos can save money and also sian ;DD

so tired. i nearly kill my brothers when they were waking me up this morning.

use what despicable methods. -.-" they might as well choke me awake. RAWR.

i went to poke my chem book. again -.-"

i poked it around the table. pushed it across. then threw some pieces of paper on top.

thats what i did D:

ok. then the next time i hunt for it then i must come back to look for clues wheres it in my blog liao....

-.-" sian... zz rawrsss~~
yays. imma emo girl. with happy words. ^^

vin (thats nich, my one of my lesbos) find that we share similar love woes.

wee woe wee woe. (hehe haha hoho i'm mad )

we give each other good advice. but we dont follow our / each others advice when its the real thing and when its happening to us.

ok, back to the topic.

*explains in a prof-like manner*

as you can see from the screenshot above... .... fishy ran off 5minutes after her wedding, a runaway bride ^-^

nice one! <3

fish is my pet fish aka laopo. she's mine! hands-off ^^

i m suddenly high... omg. i want to sleep liao ^^
uhmmm cos ppl did request for me tuh update, so i came.

z shall summarise th week. D: its SUCKKKYYYY.

so i uhh, skip to th day i went out with edwin.

went to bugis, and watched alvin n the chipmunks, then ate at mos, then went to arcade & lan, then went to pool (yays) and then went back to arcade and lan before going home.

ok, my description sounds boring but its damn funnnn. & i kept sian-ing the whole day D:

ps arh, nt i sian, is i used to being sian, must sian abit then can. :D

[edit: i dug up this draft along with many others. del del delete!]

oh my, what crap am typing.

thn stayed home, & sy called me out.

roar~! its to bugis again -.-"

we went to shop for bags, randomly i anyhow (i think for a long time, but its still anyhow. btw, one of the shop assistants is quite cute. uhh, its random i know.) buy one.

its a black zinc tote.

ok lar, daddy says ugly things look nicer over time, shall test that theory then.

after that we went to foodcourt, (cos they all skipped lunch ) and i had a ice lemon tea there.

then went to arcade and lan. sy dont like D: she dont game n dont aracade! hw can that be! okays w.e. NO ONE IS AUDITIONING. ok theres 2. one playing HK audi. (ftw) and one playing AudiSEA. (nothing much to see. uhh lvl6 -.-)

then we shopped summore then went home.

really talked about alot of things, n it messed my head up. so thats why i am blogging, to clear things outta my brain. rawr.

i saw yp n th rest at cwp. n it rly makes me feel outta place and weird. like. i dont know.

u knw that i pon dance for 1yr liao mah, so elaine kinda forgot i was am in the same CCA as her. so wu gui said "har pon dance pon dao zhe me li hai" like until own CCA d ppl forget i exist.

sry but i have to say it. WHATTHEFUCK.

ok. done.

oh yar, before i met them we went to the library. -.-" i am readinggg. lmao wtf.

n sy said last time she swear stuff like CB in sec1. uhh i dont rmb liao. she got mehh...

i only knw TMD. cos that time i whole day TMD this n that lar, so she caught on.

we both feel that TMD IS CUTE. (something else random from my head. uhh... GUYS DONT TWIT LAR PLEASE. TWTTINGS RESERVED FOR GIRLS. dont act cute!! as iin, d0nnt tvvit c0ss iiett makessh euu ll00k llike gheyysh. i'mma lousy twitter. )

i faint when i realise its the guys twitting. rofls.

uhh yar, went home and finished the 2 scary vid.

THATS WHY I CANT SLEEP. N I CANT FORGET STUFF EITHER, IT MAKES ME FEEL MORE...

FRUSTRATED. i do realise, my frustrateds nt red. cos i am feeling blueee~ oh crap.

PLAYPARK FORUMS BUSY. INCREASE UR BLOODY BANDWITH LAR. zz

roar. shall roar, nt swear. btw, arcade games rocks. who wna sponsor me to crash their cars?
-.-" uhh what do u get when u get the formula:



fever+vomit+headache?



= to a very sick mich D:

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
Merry Christmas I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
Ooh baby
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
O my god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
Tore me apart
Ooh
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
Say: Maybe next year
I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.

i rly wanna thank edwin daddy for supporting me. mei who was there ;D & teh for letting me spam his sms-es to sms his laopo & me.

hahas who am i kidding, i bet u all knw...

I DONT CARE

i rly rly regret nt breaking up earlier.


nw i feel like i m in pieces n very dis-oriented.


I KNOW WHAT YOU DID, NOT AS STUPID AS YOU THINK.

its a load off my back, i wont ever cry for u
why did you do such a thing, why?
The last person who...


Slept in your bed: Me.

Made you cry: Me.

You shared a drink with: Me.

You went to the movies with: My family.

Sent you an email: Spam.

You kissed: No one.



Have you ever...


Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yeah.
Been to New York?: No.

Been to Florida?: No.
California?: No.

Hawaii?: No.

Mexico?: No.

China?: No.

Canada?: No.

Danced naked?: No. Fortunately not.

Wish you were the opposite sex?: Yes. The school uniform sucks big time.

Had an imaginary friend?: No. Unless my stuffed toy counts.


Others...


Red or blue?: Red.
Spring or fall?: Fall.

Last noise you heard?: The rain, and the keyboard clanking away like nobody's business.

Things you like in a guy?: Do you wanna know? Do you reaalllyyy wanna know? Ask me on MSN larh.

Do you have a crush on someone?: No.

What book are you reading now?: Uhm, that dusty "Discover Chemistry" textbook which i had the misfortune to 'discover'.

Worst feeling in the world: Being alone and nobody cares. You can get used to the feeling but it never changes.

What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: When do I get to go online.


Extras...


Do you do drugs?: No. Do you want me to?
Do you drink?: Hell yeah.

What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: Silkpro & L'oreal.

What are you most scared of?: Its a long long loooonnnngggg list.

What clothes do you sleep in?: Clothes?

Who is the last person who called you: Forgot.

Where do you want to get married?: Well. I don't care.

If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: Does being alive count?

Been In Love?: Well yes.

What Type Automobile Do You Drive: I don't have a driving licence.

Do You Have A Job: It's complicated.

Do You Like Being Around People: Yes, especially with the ones I love.

Are you for world peace: Think so. But I think "Save The Earth" is more important than world peace, for now, at least.


Stuffs...




Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes, but I got over him.

Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Uh, I don't go after? I wait? ^^

Do you Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Yes, but not gonna tell you WHO. lols.

Are You Lonely Right Now: No. I have somebody breathing down my neck when I am now caught sneaking online.


In the last 48 hours, have you...



Cried: What for? No.

Bought Something: Yes. Clothes, food.

Gotten Sick: I just recovered. Touchwood.

Sang: No.

Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: Not exactly~

Met Someone New: Yeah, I saw ALOT of strangers on the roads when I was out earlier on.

Hugged someone: Might be my brother, I can't remember.

Kissed someone: No, fortunately.

Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: No. I rarely dream, too bad! ^^
after i failed my licence 3times, thn went to lobby to emo TT

i'mma NOOB.

nw looking back at the past, i realised that i am damn stupid.

even till nw i am.

chatted with my dii last night, was a long time since i heard frm him. =/

well, last yr? this time of the year?

alot happened since then bah.

he asked me about the past... lols.

i do feel a little bit sad, but otherwise i am fine.

that's just a game bah. i don't miss people who don't miss me ;D

i wonder what will happen next yr, this time of the year.

because, the time we met are almost the same. let me hazard a guess.

1 day's difference.

last year's 1Nov?

this year's 30Oct.

lols.

dii asked me to call him but i am too worn out bah.

very tired liao. & sian. (dont knw why)

i shall always stay hyper in audi. !

whee~

LOVESx3MICH
woke up, felt sick so i called in to my dad for an mc.

stomach cramp frm drinking too much cold water =/

thn uh, slacked.

had pizza hut for dinner n the pizza (xmas d) was damn nice.

yum!

but no mood enjoy... cos stomach cramp -.-

nw no mood type. rofl.

Your Linguistic Profile:

45% General American English 25% Yankee 20% Dixie 5% Upper Midwestern 0% Midwestern

yesterday my dad originally wanted to go to m'sia, to muar that godforsaken place, which even my gramma says got nth there.

luckily, he changed his mind cos my aunt dun wna go cos she is sick? (thank god for that luh~)

so we went to bunk. the seats there are like BLEAHS can anot. ==" (correction, is the seat i tio-ed)

the first com i was assigned to was like -.- no seat d... ppl took 'em to seat with their friends who were playing, people were zak-ing and lalala~

so yar, i went to get another one, at a corner d. ^^ so that i can hide lar, i cant chance N 8k mah.

w.e bahs.... then after the game, we realised that well. there are 3 bunkers in the same rm ^^ so we went to meet up, com 91 tt chio bu (also my mei liao) ^^

then we even changed pcs for a game ^^ for fun. & we got teh confused, lols ^^

its fun lar.

its also damned cold & i tell u. DONT EVER GET COMS AT THE SIDE, THOSE SOFA DE. SUX LORH.

its like u no space to put ur hands. you cant rest them, i was extremely uncomfortable, you cant play well & in the end you'll get handcramp.

cfm halfway then hand cramp. lols. =="

then after that we went to plaza sing to look at... ... LAPTOPS.

after which i felt like going somewhere else for dinner. and my dad suggested parkway parade.

i agreed because really lar, there's no where else to go. & i can refil on my fave titbits there. ^^

so we went to shop arnd & i went to buy the titbits. (;

then the cashier was damn funny. -.-

he dun wna gimme back my change sia...

he just gimme reciept thn he held back the change. -.-

i was confused but i knw he's joking arnd so i looked at him. then he was smiling.

i smiled at him also. thinking: faster gimme my change leh, i wna look for my dad!

then he gimme back, then i walked off. -.-"

note to self: dont buy stuff whn that guy's the cashier. one day he may really run off with your change. hahas.

thn we went to nokia, before settling down for dinner.

which reminds me of a car accident i saw on the road, involving 1 lorry & 2 cars. i dont know lorries can do donuts also. & i also learnt that car windows are extremely hmms, how do i put it?

nvm lah.

lols. fun fun day.
Everytime-

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

anyways before i head out, (decided to do so because i am boreddd. like there's no one online lorh. damn th inactive buddylist. feel like kicking em all off.) i just wna blog lor, went to mei's blog & surprisingly, her tagboard's working.

hahas, sry for the extremely wordy paragraph there.

was really very very busy today, now that my dad (the freak. the freak!) borrowed an empty stall and decided to have 3 stalls. =="

we are short of people lor!

zz. in the end i end up solo-ing, my bro went off to SLEEP. (he claims that he was feeling unwell, and i claim that he's lying, skiving & slacking. ^^)

anyways i got my revengeeee. lols.

i made him get drinks for me, then buy newspapers etc etc. then i also smacked his butt in mock anger for slacking.... (:

today's damn busy lorh... imagine, 3 people talking to u at the same time, plus u have to do mental calculations. =="

i was cursing in my head the whole day...

hahas, overall it was a very fulfilling day, havent worked that hard for... =X
think i might be madd.

lols. anything.

went to work today and was kinda tiring... half dead nw.

but i dont wna show it.

i shall be hyper~

HYPER HYPER HYPER.

online nia lar. -.-

no spare energy to pull it off real life.

my dad might think i am siao. ahhas.

was helping my dad with the rays again. 60kg.. nt much actually.

then i cut myself duno when...

only know that when i took off my glove there were 2 cuts.

dont dare tell my dad. later he say that i am careless with the knife or what...

i dun want him to tell me off when i am in a semi-dead condition.

its nothing much larh. it will heal by end of the week. ^^

anyways. today is 1st december. =="

cos there's no 31 November. hahas. i thought there might be.

then my dad had a funny convo with me...

dad: 等我在砍鱼的时候你不要出声。
me: har. what.
dad: 等我在砍鱼的时候不要出声。== 要不然砍不准。。。
me: 鱼都死了。哪里会出声。。。 =="
dad: 我是在讲你啦~！
me: ...

he's actually asking me not to talk to him when he's cutting else he cant estimate correctly..

but i thought he talking about the fish. then i never hear properly. hence, the mix-up. lols =/

i thought he siao lorh, like fish can squeak or what. 鱼 and 你 sound similar what. especially if its noisy & well, my dad likes to mumble. =="

ahh. i shall end here abruptly.

Perhaps you know me, perhaps you don't.

Whatever the case is, well. Let me introduce myself, and the many aliases I go by.

I am Mich. But in game, I go by many names. Here's a few.

In AuditionSEA,
---MICH--- is retired

In PlayPark Forums,
I may be -mich, Mehs, or Promiscuous

In CabalSEA,
I am xMich, but is inactive in-game.

You can get me a present, if you want to,
on the 24th of March every year

its been a long day and i cant believe that i am actually revising my chemistry.

i did promise myself before.

girl, you are gonna get that subject back on track and you are not going to fail that subject one more time.

unfortunately....

uhh.... tsk, i never did that at all.

but now, ridden with guilt, i have, decided to revise abit, right from chapter one, where they talk about that boring atom thingy. you know, solids, liquids, gases.

you'd be surprised thats actually a sec3-4 chemistry textbook. not a primary4 one. -.-

but its just that chapter though.

every chapter goes DOWNNNNN from there.

especially chemical calculations. i still dont know whats that.

as in really, i havent got a clue. well, i am going to resolve that by doing something about it.

I WILL UNDERSTAND THAT CHAPTER. WILL!!!

even if its just for the o levels. ;D

besides that, i will improve on my maths~!

well. tsk, i am disgusted with myself.

i have been saying that for like. uhh. 3, 4 years already.

and the situations not changed. but it will. IT HAS TO.

my dream course depends on it -.-"

or maybe i will change my "dream" course to something more achievable for me.

well look at this.

hands itchy. ;D

http://www.auditionsea.com/info/events/game_eventsdetails.aspx?id=10

but after uh, i read the thingy in the forums.

hand drawn....

uhm i think i'd might as well draw cubes and cuboids. -.-

havent been posting any pics recently cos i dont have it.

not even the wedding dinner last night.

its damn crappy lar. -.-"

i mean they were crapping their asses off on the stage. (pardon my crudeness)

and they're doing push-ups. -.-"

for? god knows what reason. drunk maybe?

oh for sure, i know that the bride's father is. he is not seen without that glass of beer / wine in his hand for the whole night... thats pro can.

he was very happy the whole night. god, if i ever get married and my dad behaves like that, i'd be a run away bride. hahas.

just joking, who'll want me anyways? o.o

kinda itching to play right now, so i guess i'll pop in game and uhm, have a couple of games before continuing my notes on chemistry.

yes, i am doing notes. so unlike me.... //:
i am darn bored.

for one, auditions patching, & also ended the 20% sales. tsk.

whatever bahs. my bro helped me get 20k so i got uhm, new hairstyle & a new bottom now.

both indefinite. ;D

so heng i got them just before the sales ended.

i suppose i should get some rest, give the computer a break or what. cos i am going to a dinner later and i suppose its going to end late.

cocktails served from 7.00pm. know me well enough and you will know what i am thinking ;D

no lar, just joking.

just update abit cos i got nuthing to do. poor sad me. so pathetic ;D
when i talk to weijun everytime, its like, having my reflection speaking to me.

its weird but i think he's right most of the time. i am right too! i predict how he's going to be like in the future, and it came true this year. ;D 1 year later.

last time he jio-ed me before mah, but i declined him before...

and i kept telling him that he'll find a girl who really loves him but he'd have to wait. he initially refused to listen to me ==" headstrong and very stubborn. he's all grown-up now though! and he's got a girl! hahas i am glad for him :D and i sincerely wish him all the best.

when he chatted with me today in maple. i am shocked, as in jaw-dropping shocked. i almost thought i saw the wrong guy. what went across my mind was that "oo. that 102mit so cute :D" hehs. but i dont maple liao lar. only abit :D

i was abit pissed when he asked me take off the mushroom head i was wearing. i thought it made me look retarded and i like it quite alot. cos its really very retarded mahs. :DD

well, the focus was that he thinks i have changed, well so do i. so i asked him how did i change. ( he's very useful for that purpose. but i think he can be abit harsher. :D )

-well he said i changed for the worse. ( i accept that, he broke me that news in the most delicate way he can manage, i think. he can be harsher. )

-i've got a different attitude. ( uhhm yes. )

-and that i've become more pessimistic. ( really? )

conversations with him really help me reflect, soulsearch and think. 1 year ago i was more innocent. and retarded. so i guess thats why i changed.... he has a way of making me feel bad, that i am not that innocent girl anymore, and that its not so good. i understand why.

i've got a different attitude i guess that comes from audition. i now can be loud, racous and making alot of noise. but thats the me 1 year ago wont do. and will avoid. i used to shy away from attention.... or so i think. i dont like people making a scene. and will avoid that too, at all costs.

but now. i can go to audition and SCREAM in the lobby. but it makes me feel even more empty inside, the screams echoes inside me. the chats i hold in the lobby, are fake, pretentious. i dont like that, but when i am bored, in a bad mood, i just go and do that, even if it can make me feel worse at the end of the day. i do that to amuse myself.

being pessimistic, i can see why he say that....

last year, this time, i was innocent (sorry if i disgust you) and blissful. i am happy. i mean like i finally "settled down" had kors who took care of me, di to look out for me, and all that. i've got slacker friends to slack in fms, and chiongster bf to chiong with. after that period of time, i realised reality's harsh. very.

not everything can turn out right, turn out ok. then, everything seemed to crash, crumble and burn. after that experience, you can say i've changed. i am not stranger to people telling me that anymore, yes, i did change, for better or for worse.

its been a year now, and whenever i chat with weijun, i'd say a silent thankyou to him for chatting and spending the time with him. he makes me reflect...
it really makes me feel sad. and lil bit of depression? to realise that school's reopening soon.

should i pack my bags? should i dig up my homework?

i need to get rid of my stupid partying mood, but damn, its still there.

beckoning me D: oh dearie me.

this absolutely spells trouble for an undisciplined me.

anyways i went to catch National Treasure : Book of Secrets yesterday.

it is overall quite a good movie, but there's one point that i need to point out.

the starting is quite draggy, but towards the end when all the action happens, it appears to me that the ending is quite rushed.

or thats at least how i think lar. there's abit of the no head no tail feeling like there's alot of things that are not properly answered to. like who's really credited for the find of the golden city?

wilkison? or gates.

or is it just me falling alsleep in the theatre. i was shivering cos i gave my youngest bro my jacket.

he never bring his. =="

oh wells.

following this is a song from angela's newest album, ang 5.0.



think its quite nice. melody and all.

亲爱的，那并不是爱情

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音 动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信 转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的 牛奶 瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方 我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马 在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

and also 我恋爱了 but then i am lazy to post.

think i cant post as often when the school reopens, its gna be a busy busy year.

i am depressed. again. //:

on a happy note, i will be attending dont know who's wedding and leo's coming back to sg tommorow.

which means i cant go for the BBQ because of the wedding. D:

my day tommorows cramped.
i dont really know what to update. D:

ok here goes.

i had a nightmare last night and practically woke up in tears. over nothing.

i cant remember anything at all.

so i went back to sleep.

the end.

and i am still trying to get my hands on that LG Viewty. I think its gorgeous, but my dad says its not. bleahs.

my w880i was picked out by my dad. and i had a hard time smsing for like .... a few days before i got used to it.

why he refuses to get me that hp i donno why. TT

he is using a LG phone now, so does my bro's. D:

maybe its not my turn to change hps yet? afterall i changed my handphone this year on 13April. And its a Friday... tsk.

or maybe i am not behaving well enough?

ok imma gna be a good girl now. :DD

也许，有距离的爱情比较美。。。
i think i am going out later to watch national treasure 2 :D

i don't know why despite me half falling alsleep, i am still quite high.

I WANT TO WATCH IT NOW. :DD

i think i am mad, but whatever.

heard that the movie is not bad and the trailers make the movie seem really nice this time, i am looking forward to see of its really as nice as it seems.

rawr. ok i think i will stop now before i start crapping. :DD
i guess i should have posted this first rather than to cover that merry xmas post. whatever. i am just too lazy to do anything about it.

sometimes, i scare myself for being so lazy, rawrs //:

scary huh?

i always read too much into stuff i guess. tsk tsk.

and i have this bad habit to harp on things, like uhh... damn long time, especially if it a bad thing.

i can still remember it for years. whether is it good memory or holding a grudge (uhm, i dont think i do that leh, but i have no other phrase for it, pardon my limited vocabulary.) i just remmeber selected major stuff, and forget all the rest? plus my short term memory, things just get better and better.

i was random-ing around some other people's blog and in the end end up .... in a blog i dont know where, i just randomly pick a weird name, and i just go around and around blog-hopping. & just hop and hop and.... i closed the window.

but on the way, a blog got me thinking.

people. sometimes get other people, to fill up the emptiness in their hearts.

friends. will they really be there for you whenever you need them? or our own family's are more reliable? how many of them do not lie to you? how many of them really care for you?

maybe that's why i am sceptical all the time, yet i can trust people easily. isnt it ironic?

uhhm. its xmas, lets not brood too much, this the season to be jolly lalalalalalalalala~
MERRY CHRISTMAS! Y

to all my friends and family and whoever who stumbles across my blog, a very merry christmas to all of u x3!

imma very happy happy girl today ^^ because i recieved many well wishes from my family and friends.

but if santa exists, i'd wish for something like uhh. //:

dont tell u guys, muahahas. ^^

merry christmas all.

second game of 3.3k den, the pics gt inverted. lazy swap place.

first game of 1.2k den ^^

you get the idea lar, damn heng lor, for the second game i also duno got mission =="

i passing my account to my audi laopo (& pet fish, fish) to help me get dens dens dens!

i want to get a den set so desperately -.-"

just got home from westmall, went to get my dad's sim card, he lost his hp yesterday in m'sia. =="

then went to the lirbrary, & pizza hut.

& nw i gg audi play old songs x3~ shhh....

the crabby tidbit. looks like a crab right? its got a pincer missing though.

random thing i found. ^^ taken when i went to m'sia in a rainy rainy day.

hoho, its a road in sg. Maude road ( 猫(mao) de road.) hehs.

DOGGEHHHH. taken went i went to cousins house.

i have no idea why is it upside down, too lazy to edit. oh wells. ^^

its name is called casper. dont know what breed de though. cos its from m'sia de. hehes. <3

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

ta-da~! i m a very normal person aint i?

n yeah i rly am very dependent on other people. i cant live without some people. especially my family. xD

thennn, the next test reallyyyy.... shook me o.o!

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.
You attract models!
You attract unstable people!
You attract artsy people!
You attract rednecks!
You attract geeks!
What type of person do you attract? Quizzes for MySpace

cant be bahh. i attract geeks? ftw =="

TT no wonderr. i meet all sorts of people in game de. is it just the game? (MUST BE) or is it me? (keeping fingers crossed.)

i owe my bro a wallet cos i said if he'd ever get into the pure sciences. i'd reward him. how would i ever know, that he, can be able to get into that class with all that gaming?!

it ain't fairrr. TT

RAWR. i shall go uhh... emo in a corner. have fun with the tests! x3~

today's a normal day.

all normal and boring like always.

then dii confirm rly going to rss.

i ask him what class then he say is 1-2.

uhh fine, shall ask around whose taking 1-2 for the orientation camp. i might want to warn the person (depends on who) about the new danger D:

then he asked me go lan so that he can see me. i say no lar.

cos

1. i no mood.

2. tired.

3. gg out for a movie later.

so i told him want then next year see lar, can see me very school day. see til he sick then he know. he thinks i m going to bully him. fine, if he really thinks so i will.

then mei's tagboard. its cute, i swear.

it only shows certain people's tags.

for example: mei's

the only tag it'll show is mei de.

for mine, and the other people's, it will keep showing on and off.

like if u see meritta's, you cant see mine, and vernice's. (dont know who they are. meii's frens)

and anyways, meis asking me to update, so here i am ^^ hehs

i'mma bit confused, -.-" dont know why, this feeling inside me. roar.

and uhh..

zz

rawr...

uhhm...

yeah, i decided not to go out today, i want to sleep.

P.S, mei, i understand how u feel lar, i also got that type of insecurities before. if you've got any problems just feel free to come to me. cos if i can help you. i will, ^^.
and oh, if they're BGR problems, lets tackle em together shall we? ^^ i go shower liao (;
i m bored, and its ...

rawr. went to m'sia again ytd. my aunt asked if i wna sleepover in the hotel, but i didnt bring anything (toothbrush, blahs) so i dont wna.

besides, sleeping at home is the best ^^

when we went home, i was too tired to do anything. so i just collasped & slept.

overslept this morning. things happening recently are making me very tired.

i dont know what though, but school's going to re-open soon. and the thought of recieving the o level paper for DnT on the first day of DnT class is making me freak out.

its damn hard and stressful to even think about it. 0.0

I WANT AN A FOR DnT.

thats the only subject i think i might be able to get A.

rawr.

ooook. lets chill abit. uhh....

lets see. this gna be a busy week. cos of xmas and all. plus. after xmas, particuarly on the 28th December, there are quite alot of appointments.

lets see, somebody's getting married, (zz forgot who, is some guy frm my maternal grandpa's side) and BBQ. rawr, see lar, nw i cant go liao.

the BBQ's for all the people who took part in ZaoBao's camp earlier this year and is in the grp with christina. rawr. why that day. x.x

so devastated.

plus the kpkb singnet connections making me feel like throwing it away and calling starhub to come dwn immediately to fix a new net cable for me.

dont know why lor, but its always infuriating me.

sulks. sulks.

i "tested" my dad on the possiblilties on staying out late. example: x'mas countdown, 2008 countdown.

but i'd be shocked, dead shocked if he allows me to stay out that late.

*brain fills with bad bad memories ><" *
today my daddy dragged me dwn for work. rawr~!

in the end the days so slowwww, i can play with his fishes all day longg. ;D

daddy say, either stay home (sian), go bunk (sian also.), or go m'sia.(later jam, SIAN)

uhh... stay home sian best lar, cos can save money and also sian ;DD

so tired. i nearly kill my brothers when they were waking me up this morning.

use what despicable methods. -.-" they might as well choke me awake. RAWR.

i went to poke my chem book. again -.-"

i poked it around the table. pushed it across. then threw some pieces of paper on top.

thats what i did D:

ok. then the next time i hunt for it then i must come back to look for clues wheres it in my blog liao....

-.-" sian... zz rawrsss~~
yays. imma emo girl. with happy words. ^^

vin (thats nich, my one of my lesbos) find that we share similar love woes.

wee woe wee woe. (hehe haha hoho i'm mad )

we give each other good advice. but we dont follow our / each others advice when its the real thing and when its happening to us.

ok, back to the topic.

*explains in a prof-like manner*

as you can see from the screenshot above... .... fishy ran off 5minutes after her wedding, a runaway bride ^-^

nice one! <3

fish is my pet fish aka laopo. she's mine! hands-off ^^

i m suddenly high... omg. i want to sleep liao ^^
uhmmm cos ppl did request for me tuh update, so i came.

z shall summarise th week. D: its SUCKKKYYYY.

so i uhh, skip to th day i went out with edwin.

went to bugis, and watched alvin n the chipmunks, then ate at mos, then went to arcade & lan, then went to pool (yays) and then went back to arcade and lan before going home.

ok, my description sounds boring but its damn funnnn. & i kept sian-ing the whole day D:

ps arh, nt i sian, is i used to being sian, must sian abit then can. :D

[edit: i dug up this draft along with many others. del del delete!]

oh my, what crap am typing.

thn stayed home, & sy called me out.

roar~! its to bugis again -.-"

we went to shop for bags, randomly i anyhow (i think for a long time, but its still anyhow. btw, one of the shop assistants is quite cute. uhh, its random i know.) buy one.

its a black zinc tote.

ok lar, daddy says ugly things look nicer over time, shall test that theory then.

after that we went to foodcourt, (cos they all skipped lunch ) and i had a ice lemon tea there.

then went to arcade and lan. sy dont like D: she dont game n dont aracade! hw can that be! okays w.e. NO ONE IS AUDITIONING. ok theres 2. one playing HK audi. (ftw) and one playing AudiSEA. (nothing much to see. uhh lvl6 -.-)

then we shopped summore then went home.

really talked about alot of things, n it messed my head up. so thats why i am blogging, to clear things outta my brain. rawr.

i saw yp n th rest at cwp. n it rly makes me feel outta place and weird. like. i dont know.

u knw that i pon dance for 1yr liao mah, so elaine kinda forgot i was am in the same CCA as her. so wu gui said "har pon dance pon dao zhe me li hai" like until own CCA d ppl forget i exist.

sry but i have to say it. WHATTHEFUCK.

ok. done.

oh yar, before i met them we went to the library. -.-" i am readinggg. lmao wtf.

n sy said last time she swear stuff like CB in sec1. uhh i dont rmb liao. she got mehh...

i only knw TMD. cos that time i whole day TMD this n that lar, so she caught on.

we both feel that TMD IS CUTE. (something else random from my head. uhh... GUYS DONT TWIT LAR PLEASE. TWTTINGS RESERVED FOR GIRLS. dont act cute!! as iin, d0nnt tvvit c0ss iiett makessh euu ll00k llike gheyysh. i'mma lousy twitter. )

i faint when i realise its the guys twitting. rofls.

uhh yar, went home and finished the 2 scary vid.

THATS WHY I CANT SLEEP. N I CANT FORGET STUFF EITHER, IT MAKES ME FEEL MORE...

FRUSTRATED. i do realise, my frustrateds nt red. cos i am feeling blueee~ oh crap.

PLAYPARK FORUMS BUSY. INCREASE UR BLOODY BANDWITH LAR. zz

roar. shall roar, nt swear. btw, arcade games rocks. who wna sponsor me to crash their cars?
-.-" uhh what do u get when u get the formula:



fever+vomit+headache?



= to a very sick mich D:

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
Merry Christmas I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
Ooh baby
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
O my god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
Tore me apart
Ooh
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
Say: Maybe next year
I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.

i rly wanna thank edwin daddy for supporting me. mei who was there ;D & teh for letting me spam his sms-es to sms his laopo & me.

hahas who am i kidding, i bet u all knw...

I DONT CARE

i rly rly regret nt breaking up earlier.


nw i feel like i m in pieces n very dis-oriented.


I KNOW WHAT YOU DID, NOT AS STUPID AS YOU THINK.

its a load off my back, i wont ever cry for u
why did you do such a thing, why?
The last person who...


Slept in your bed: Me.

Made you cry: Me.

You shared a drink with: Me.

You went to the movies with: My family.

Sent you an email: Spam.

You kissed: No one.



Have you ever...


Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yeah.
Been to New York?: No.

Been to Florida?: No.
California?: No.

Hawaii?: No.

Mexico?: No.

China?: No.

Canada?: No.

Danced naked?: No. Fortunately not.

Wish you were the opposite sex?: Yes. The school uniform sucks big time.

Had an imaginary friend?: No. Unless my stuffed toy counts.


Others...


Red or blue?: Red.
Spring or fall?: Fall.

Last noise you heard?: The rain, and the keyboard clanking away like nobody's business.

Things you like in a guy?: Do you wanna know? Do you reaalllyyy wanna know? Ask me on MSN larh.

Do you have a crush on someone?: No.

What book are you reading now?: Uhm, that dusty "Discover Chemistry" textbook which i had the misfortune to 'discover'.

Worst feeling in the world: Being alone and nobody cares. You can get used to the feeling but it never changes.

What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: When do I get to go online.


Extras...


Do you do drugs?: No. Do you want me to?
Do you drink?: Hell yeah.

What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: Silkpro & L'oreal.

What are you most scared of?: Its a long long loooonnnngggg list.

What clothes do you sleep in?: Clothes?

Who is the last person who called you: Forgot.

Where do you want to get married?: Well. I don't care.

If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: Does being alive count?

Been In Love?: Well yes.

What Type Automobile Do You Drive: I don't have a driving licence.

Do You Have A Job: It's complicated.

Do You Like Being Around People: Yes, especially with the ones I love.

Are you for world peace: Think so. But I think "Save The Earth" is more important than world peace, for now, at least.


Stuffs...




Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes, but I got over him.

Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Uh, I don't go after? I wait? ^^

Do you Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Yes, but not gonna tell you WHO. lols.

Are You Lonely Right Now: No. I have somebody breathing down my neck when I am now caught sneaking online.


In the last 48 hours, have you...



Cried: What for? No.

Bought Something: Yes. Clothes, food.

Gotten Sick: I just recovered. Touchwood.

Sang: No.

Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: Not exactly~

Met Someone New: Yeah, I saw ALOT of strangers on the roads when I was out earlier on.

Hugged someone: Might be my brother, I can't remember.

Kissed someone: No, fortunately.

Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: No. I rarely dream, too bad! ^^
after i failed my licence 3times, thn went to lobby to emo TT

i'mma NOOB.

nw looking back at the past, i realised that i am damn stupid.

even till nw i am.

chatted with my dii last night, was a long time since i heard frm him. =/

well, last yr? this time of the year?

alot happened since then bah.

he asked me about the past... lols.

i do feel a little bit sad, but otherwise i am fine.

that's just a game bah. i don't miss people who don't miss me ;D

i wonder what will happen next yr, this time of the year.

because, the time we met are almost the same. let me hazard a guess.

1 day's difference.

last year's 1Nov?

this year's 30Oct.

lols.

dii asked me to call him but i am too worn out bah.

very tired liao. & sian. (dont knw why)

i shall always stay hyper in audi. !

whee~

LOVESx3MICH
woke up, felt sick so i called in to my dad for an mc.

stomach cramp frm drinking too much cold water =/

thn uh, slacked.

had pizza hut for dinner n the pizza (xmas d) was damn nice.

yum!

but no mood enjoy... cos stomach cramp -.-

nw no mood type. rofl.

Your Linguistic Profile:

45% General American English 25% Yankee 20% Dixie 5% Upper Midwestern 0% Midwestern

yesterday my dad originally wanted to go to m'sia, to muar that godforsaken place, which even my gramma says got nth there.

luckily, he changed his mind cos my aunt dun wna go cos she is sick? (thank god for that luh~)

so we went to bunk. the seats there are like BLEAHS can anot. ==" (correction, is the seat i tio-ed)

the first com i was assigned to was like -.- no seat d... ppl took 'em to seat with their friends who were playing, people were zak-ing and lalala~

so yar, i went to get another one, at a corner d. ^^ so that i can hide lar, i cant chance N 8k mah.

w.e bahs.... then after the game, we realised that well. there are 3 bunkers in the same rm ^^ so we went to meet up, com 91 tt chio bu (also my mei liao) ^^

then we even changed pcs for a game ^^ for fun. & we got teh confused, lols ^^

its fun lar.

its also damned cold & i tell u. DONT EVER GET COMS AT THE SIDE, THOSE SOFA DE. SUX LORH.

its like u no space to put ur hands. you cant rest them, i was extremely uncomfortable, you cant play well & in the end you'll get handcramp.

cfm halfway then hand cramp. lols. =="

then after that we went to plaza sing to look at... ... LAPTOPS.

after which i felt like going somewhere else for dinner. and my dad suggested parkway parade.

i agreed because really lar, there's no where else to go. & i can refil on my fave titbits there. ^^

so we went to shop arnd & i went to buy the titbits. (;

then the cashier was damn funny. -.-

he dun wna gimme back my change sia...

he just gimme reciept thn he held back the change. -.-

i was confused but i knw he's joking arnd so i looked at him. then he was smiling.

i smiled at him also. thinking: faster gimme my change leh, i wna look for my dad!

then he gimme back, then i walked off. -.-"

note to self: dont buy stuff whn that guy's the cashier. one day he may really run off with your change. hahas.

thn we went to nokia, before settling down for dinner.

which reminds me of a car accident i saw on the road, involving 1 lorry & 2 cars. i dont know lorries can do donuts also. & i also learnt that car windows are extremely hmms, how do i put it?

nvm lah.

lols. fun fun day.
Everytime-

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

anyways before i head out, (decided to do so because i am boreddd. like there's no one online lorh. damn th inactive buddylist. feel like kicking em all off.) i just wna blog lor, went to mei's blog & surprisingly, her tagboard's working.

hahas, sry for the extremely wordy paragraph there.

was really very very busy today, now that my dad (the freak. the freak!) borrowed an empty stall and decided to have 3 stalls. =="

we are short of people lor!

zz. in the end i end up solo-ing, my bro went off to SLEEP. (he claims that he was feeling unwell, and i claim that he's lying, skiving & slacking. ^^)

anyways i got my revengeeee. lols.

i made him get drinks for me, then buy newspapers etc etc. then i also smacked his butt in mock anger for slacking.... (:

today's damn busy lorh... imagine, 3 people talking to u at the same time, plus u have to do mental calculations. =="

i was cursing in my head the whole day...

hahas, overall it was a very fulfilling day, havent worked that hard for... =X
think i might be madd.

lols. anything.

went to work today and was kinda tiring... half dead nw.

but i dont wna show it.

i shall be hyper~

HYPER HYPER HYPER.

online nia lar. -.-

no spare energy to pull it off real life.

my dad might think i am siao. ahhas.

was helping my dad with the rays again. 60kg.. nt much actually.

then i cut myself duno when...

only know that when i took off my glove there were 2 cuts.

dont dare tell my dad. later he say that i am careless with the knife or what...

i dun want him to tell me off when i am in a semi-dead condition.

its nothing much larh. it will heal by end of the week. ^^

anyways. today is 1st december. =="

cos there's no 31 November. hahas. i thought there might be.

then my dad had a funny convo with me...

dad: 等我在砍鱼的时候你不要出声。
me: har. what.
dad: 等我在砍鱼的时候不要出声。== 要不然砍不准。。。
me: 鱼都死了。哪里会出声。。。 =="
dad: 我是在讲你啦~！
me: ...

he's actually asking me not to talk to him when he's cutting else he cant estimate correctly..

but i thought he talking about the fish. then i never hear properly. hence, the mix-up. lols =/

i thought he siao lorh, like fish can squeak or what. 鱼 and 你 sound similar what. especially if its noisy & well, my dad likes to mumble. =="

ahh. i shall end here abruptly.

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