Saturday, April 12, 2008
#281
9 APRIL'S POST- the day the modem got modem-napped.
First and foremost. Declaration of: I MISS MY HANDPHONEEEEE. -sighs- I'm going to call SE tomorrow if they still haven't DELIVERED MY HANDPHONE TO MY DOORSTEP.
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN COS I AM MAD NOW.
Not really, but kinda, I guess. -sighs- I really need that handphone back. (*note: I used the word NEED, not just WANT ok ): )
-Sulks, laments somemore about the handphone thingy..... Grouse somemore.- OK, now something happier? (;
Today we had the 5 stations for NAPFA today. So that means that there's no Focus Studies! (:
Boy am I glad. Hoho, imagine a class of smelly 4-9ners turning up for humanities lesson in the air-conditioned IT resource room. I am sure the 4-4s will be veryyyyy happy to have us. AND, not to forget, though a small minority, the 4-6ers. >:)
I did quite ok, I guess. I mean IFFF! by some miracle, pass my standing broad jump AND the bloody 2.4km run, I WILL GET SILVER! By JUST BORDERLINE PASSING THOSE 2 @*#(@*(#!@ things. D; Oh well. I am not a guy, so NAPFA don't bother me much. Mehs.
I SAW THIS BLAAARDY CUTE SHEEP IN CAUSEWAY POINT'S HALLMARK TODAY! It's those TY series soft toys. THAT SHEEP IS SOOO MEHS.
Oh dearie me. I think I'm like, sinking into this "Mehs" personality. Moo?
Hohos. );<
That Mehs I build up on the PPFs, I think that it's starting to grow on me. o.o
Ok, it might sound strange. But I think that's another side of me. (: I mean, somebody's who playful and .... behaves not like -mich. I used to have to change personalities to use -mich and Mehs account on the PPFs. And being "Mehs" to trick people was hard, and very difficult. But ever since I stopped twitting using my Mehs account, I found another side of me. And it's hard to use -mich account to surf the forums now. I mean, whenever I want to post something, it will sound too Mehs. IT'S JUST NOT -mich! That's why I eased into that personality instead. -mich is too.... formal and serious for me.
I HAD NO IDEA I CAN BE SO SERIOUS. ): I'm hating it man. I think I have disposed of the -mich account.
Mehs is still not known as -mich to all the forumites yet. (Quiixx did a good job still concealing my identity to most of the newer forumites that joined recently. )I still have 1 more secret account. I shall use it after the O levels to spam and trick people. Especially Oreo and Quiixx. Since they can tell that it's me so well. But I think, I would've become a changed person after the O levels. ;D So I might not even know myself, much less the PPFF. (: But, the question is, will they still be there after the O levels?
I went to Popular to get some pens, (*note: I said SOME PENS), and instead, walked out with 1 Pilot G1 Black ink pen instead. ): Cos they don't have the ballpoint black pen that I want to try out. I'll get them in school instead, I think. Tommorrow, perhaps? D:
I think that pen will do. Stabilo's "Exam-grade" ballpoint pens don't quite suit me. -.- For one, I use -coughs- the liquid paper quite alot. I make ALOT of mistakes when I am chionging my work, ESPECIALLY FOR MATHS. If you don't see ALOT of correction tape or traces of the liquid paper on my maths assignments, chances are that: I might have re-done it. ;D
And well, I am wondering how to wrap the TY beanie bear for YP. ): I wanted to give it to her.
As a sweet16 & 1 month present. BUUUUT, repeating the question I asked so many times today..... How do you wrap a bear that is of irregular shape? ):
I mean, they don't actually make teddy bears square, making me very troubled indeed.
I think I will solve the problem by finding a box out somewhere. Else i won't wrap it already. :O
Yeah, I am lazy, stupid, and have clumsy fingers. ); No talent for gift-wrapping. Well, if I find no box, I think I'll just find a used tissue paper box or something to wrap the bear in.
/randoms, sidetracks. I suddenly remembered how I wrapped that necklace I got for YP last year. :O Cos necklaces ain't square... Uhh, I wrapped it for 5 times, and used 1 WHOLE big piece of wrapping paper for that. Thank goodness wrapping papers are quite cheap. :X
Oh well, it's been a looong while since I blogged such a big chunk. I guess I have too much to get out of my brain at the moment. Cos I usually blog only to clear my thoughts. /randoms and rubbishes.
My FT (Form-Teacher) said that 4-9ners have very poor attitudes, as in, we don't know how to be more superficial, we are too "real".
In chinese, 我们太真了，不会做表面功夫。
In a sense, when we don't do work, we just declare "Yeah, I never do my work". Yes, those exact words. We won't even attempt to fool the teachers. Or we'd just copy work.
I do admit I copy work AT TIMES, even the 4-4 people do. ): But now that it's Sec4, O levels and all that, I try not to. Unless it's an emergency. Everybody will do that at least once, if you say you haven't then you're lying. ;D
Some peeps are well, being assesed by the school to see if the school wants to sign them up for the O levels. They're getting reports and assesments for everyone of us from all our teachers. I have a feeling my chinese teacher might give a relatively poor opinion of me. But hey, I am passing up all her work now yea? At least I made improvements this year. I changed my tote into the big Zinc backpack with the idea of: Bringing home work to do, books to revise. That's my first step. At least bothering to start. I will resolve to do all my work this year, no kidding. I have to be serious now. I still can't completely give up the internet. I can't.
S and I were commenting about a certain classmate today, whom I know is an avid gamer. I shall not say anymore (: So, S was saying if he was the teacher, he won't let him sign up for the O levels cos he don't seem to be ready and seems to be can't be bothered about work. So I told him that, well, maybe it's cos he can't get off gaming. He looked surprised momentarily. And continued with saying, he should get off gaming completely. ):
I disagreed, cos well, he can still continue to game, if he finishes all his work and what-not. It can work out quite ok, though might not be the best result. S surprised me with a question, "Do you game?"
Hehs, I got caught then. I never told him, but I do game. :X I used to be able to play secretly until 1am, and then wake up earlier to play. I am not the more serious cases though. I'd say mine is relatively minor compared to the others. Now, I am so worn out by school I don't even game anymore.
-sighs- That's good, I suppose.
Studies are the most important agenda for me now.
This brings me back to what somebody commented on me. That I've changed. To become colder than I used to be, long time ago, when I was just Sec1, in the Nov/Dec Holidays, I remember ever so clearly. To become more studies-oriented. To become distant.
Even SY said I behave distant at times. (: I have my reasons, or so I claim. I do have some. :D
People change all the time. I think, they just have to get used to it sooner or later. There's no such thing as forever and eternity. And I have no dreams at the moment. I don't really believe in them anymore. Perhaps, reality hit me in the head abit to hard. o.o Afterall, I used to be a dreamer. I was.... was..... was.... (;
So, I am sorry. If you think I am not willing to trust. ;D But, I still can't bring myself to.
/hehes. I randomed again?